It follows me wherever I go,
Regrets pile up like skeletons.
I wish I could forget,
but memories are toxic.
How long can I carry this weight?
This guilt and shame,
they suffocate me.
Wandering in the Black and cold,
I'm searching for a way to cope,
Scared about the end of this slope,
When all I have is fear and hope.
Wandering, forever in chains.
Those shadows dance, they mock my pain.
In my own hell, nothing to gain,
Screaming out loud, but all in vain.
The ache of my heart cannot be soothed.
I'm stuck in a cycle,
that cannot be broken with tears,
Repeating the same patterns,
over and over again.
That's so frustrating,
knowing exactly what comes next,
I'm unable to change the outcome.
It follows me wherever I go,
Regrets pile up like skeletons,
I wish I could forget.
But memories are toxic.
How long will I carry this weight?
Wandering in the Black and cold,
I'm searching for a way to cope,
Scared about the end of this slope,
When all I have is fear and hope.
Wandering, forever in chains.
Those shadows dance, they mock my pain.
In my own hell, nothing to gain,
Screaming out loud, but all in vain.
Haunted by souvenirs that never grow old.
It's so frustrating, I know exactly what comes next.
But when will I learn the lesson?
Repeating the same patterns,
This guilt and shame,
They suffocate me,
Over and over again.